I just called my husband at 5:30 p.m. for few minutes because he was extremely tired. He was extremely tired also about 11:30 a.m. this morning. The nurse offered me to talk to his physician. I am not stupid, I know exactly what happened.
Ashley told me he had the impression he missed by very few to die yesterday because the ammonia level was at a VERY toxic level – I thought he had a crisis like before but it wasn’t going that high.
I needed to hit the road by bike even if it was raining (I bike 7 miles) because I was not only sad, mad but I needed to invest this stress somewhere. Doing some exercises is therapeutic.
I hope somebody will have a heart to give me a ride to see my husband but I am not an imbecile even if I am posting my thoughts online. I won’t jump on the first idiot/evil person “offering me help” to hurt me more i.e. to abducted me or to raped me or whatever evil thing they could plan. The reason why I am posting what’s going on since October 16th, 2006 is because my husband missed to die twice – he suffocated twice at the Massena hospital and they weren’t enough careful about the food they were giving to him because Ashley needs a specific diet because of his bad liver and according to Ashley’s words, he missed by very few to die and according to the nurse’s words, Ashley was in danger.